Originally Posted by
Niceguy11
Finally got my account back. I can now reply on the forum lol.
Deep down and over the past week or so, it has really been messing with my head the reason why WL's take drugs. I'm guessing it is mostly to do with the type of work they do as my regular only started taking drugs when she started working in the shop. I put it down to personal use and not anything major but the fact she is taking it, makes me a bit concerned. Most of my friends have taken all sorts of drugs and some have even ended up in psychiatric wards as a result of taking them.
Lately, I have been chatting to my regular outside of the shop and have met up on a few occasions to walk the dog or go for a drive, nothing sexual at all. During these times, she has told me some stories of the bad customers she sees on a regular basis. One of them declined to put lube on his cock so he fucked her without lube for 30 minutes. Afterwards she was in a lot of pain obviously because she was not wet. When they changed positions, he tried taking the rubber off. She said she would call the police and he just said whatever. After that he complained to the manager and wanted a refund despite her giving him good service. It's just a shame she has to put up with it and I know its her choice to work at the shop and its the consequences of doing sex work but she has no other option. She has tried to leave the industry and work in other industries.
Deep down I don't have feelings of love or feel that I am falling in love with her. We got talking about relationships and told her that I had recently broken up with my girlfriend. Before I could say anything, she said she will never ever date anyone she has met in a shop and I'm totally fine with that, no problems. But I do care for her from a friends perspective and with all my friends, I care about their welfare and the way they are treated. It's the same with my regular. I would say we are close friends and enjoy hanging out etc.
I wish my brain was not configured this way and it would be good to have the mindset of not giving a shit about the girls but I just can't, I really can't. If I know the girl is not her usual self, I have to try and find out what the problem is. If a regular calls me at 3 am and something has happened like she has been assaulted, then I'll be in my car and head straight to the shop to comfort her. I couldn't give a shit if I have work or not, I'll be there. I know there will always be bad punters out there that just treat the girls like a sex doll and leave the premises.
I don't why its such a problem but I just think she is honest with me about stuff and that's something that has resonated with me ever since I met her earlier this year. Maybe I'm just a sponge and try to take on board peoples problems but when you are told what the sex industry is really like, you have to feel for the girls. Well I do that's for sure.
What does everyone think ? Sorry in advance for the essay.