The Darkside of Sydney's punting scene. Gambling/Drugs/Loneliness
For the last 2 months I have been privy to a side of Sydney's punting scene that I have never experienced. At the beginning I had to pinch myself as it was a "to good to be true" kind of deal. An ex shop girl I bumped into was charging $100 per hour and $500 for 10hrs from her CBD apartment.
At first I was doing 2hr sessions after work. Then I started leaving work early which eventually led to having half day sessions which of course ended in me staying in her apartment for days at a time. I'm fortunate my job actually likes it when I don't show up, they save a lot of money in wages and they prefer me to burn up my annual leave.
It started getting weird when she wanted to introduce me to other girls in her group who were also working from their apartments. Apparently they normally charge $250 per hour, but I declined...all of a sudden it was $100 like my original WL.
Then there were days where she would give half or all money back to me. I was in heaven...she would wake me up at 8 in the morning to go casino, I watched her blow 10k in less then 3hrs. Then we go back to her apartment and have sex. She was surprisingly upbeat after loosing huge sums.
I'm not gona lie, over the past 2 months we did a lot of illicit drugs. Days just flew by. She and her "friends" had endless supplies.
But the thing that piked my interest was her extreme loneliness. She is very out going, funny, smart. But this life has twisted her. I was feeling bad because I started to feel like I was taking advantage of her situation but she laid out the terms of our arrangement and I followed it to the letter. So I tried to cut back on seeing her...but I can't stop. We spend ours in bed just talking about everything. Family, life, sex.
Basically I'm looking for an out that doesn't hurt or upset her. I want to return to my normal punting routines. This style of punting is to real for me.